"Too many friends or friends of friends.....just too many full stop! Sad that people we know feel that the only way out of the place they find themselves in is to leave for good.....very sad. Miss you....."
G MAN
lyrics
CANT FIND MYSELF
Suicide is not for me
I see the pain and grief it brings
To choose a life
And then to leave
It makes no sense
I fail to see
If you stay
I will cry
And if you leave
Im sure to die
A slow death of life itself
You squeezed me dry
You stole myself
The fame and fortune
It will pass
I missed my bus
You took my car
Left on my own
To set forth
I soldier on
Set my own course
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
To reignite my lost dream
Is not a choice beyond my means
Ive back tracked
Gone in circles
Cant find myself
Caught in this circus
Suicide is not for me
I've thrown down the anti
I've crossed the sea
Moved around
Scaled the mountains
Up and down
Left all for chance
Then changed it all
Left of centre
Or Central Falls
The important things
Seem pointless now
I set new goals
Hour by hour
I change my mind
And it changes me
I live a life
I've been set free
I've left the void of "wait and see"
I face each day
Whats there for me
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
To reignite my lost dream
Is not a choice beyond my means
Ive back tracked
Gone in circles
Cant find myself
Caught in this circus.....
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
Im shadow boxing in a ring
Im striking out
Forced to suck in
The air I breath is not my own
The fire inside
Is almost gone
To reignite my lost dream
Is not a choice beyond my means
Ive back tracked
Gone in circles
Cant find myself
Caught in this circus.....
Lead
Suicide is everlasting
There's nothing there
But the never after
Theres nothing there
To hold on too
Its a pointless task
You cant choose to loose
Its a pointless task
You cant choose to loose
Its a pointless task
We're the ones who loose
Its a pointless task
We're the ones who loose......
credits
from Burning Angels Screams,
released February 26, 2016
Lyrics......G Man
Music.......Orchestrated Litany Of Lies
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